Do you even know what you are depressed about? I don't. I feel like it wouldn't be so bad if I had a reason to be depressed. I know it is made worse because I don't feel like I have anyone who cares. I've been on my own so long and never had anyone to take care of me. It feels like it would feel so good to just fall apart and let someone take care of me. I always have to be the strong, self sufficient , independent one. Anyway, that was rambling.