I'm a rational and logical person over all. I tend to get into complicated situations all the time.

I'm becoming so frustrated that everyone's inability to ever understand me. I know they try, but ****, I'm a human just like everyone else.

My parents don't get me. All but a couple of my friends don't. And sometimes, they never have advice for me. People on here rarely respond or say "wow, I don't know" (though I do really appreciate the support and effort, please don't think I'm ungrateful). All of my romantic whatevers end before they truly begin. When people do give me advice, most of the time it is completely not applicable to me. EVEN my therapist says she doesn't know what to say.

Today, I snapped at this annoying dude in my class because I was talking about how I was stressed to someone else about a project and he kept repeating "oh don't worry, it will be fine." I'm allowed to be stressed and feel my emotions. I don't want to be bitter, but I feel like I'm surrounding nothing that I really need ever. I don't need to be saved, but I need support.

I want to find the courage to bear the loneliness and stay in my apartment as much as I can.

I give up. Everyone else wins and gets to be happy. I lose. I'm too complicated for everyone else and I will just leave them alone and cry and hate myself from here on out.

Thanks world.