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Originally Posted by dubblemonkey
...can't see because my eyes are too open
...cannot hear because my ears are too close to my eyes
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can't feel because I touched everything I am blinded by and the sounds of my mis-contact are deafening...
assaulted by ghosts from my deceased personality...!
the possibly peaceful phantoms hide while I collect myself...
and black it all goes black
I am deliberately discarded
and .....I realise my permanence
despite the obvious damage
my brain has something terrible inside..
life has something terrible outside
I am equipped for it
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danger brain kill the weapons that infiltrate my mind...
nothing can touch me and yet?... I want to be touched but I don't trust the touch!
things are too hard and things keep getting harder...
I lie when I say I am fine I die when I prove I am lying!
I can't see how blind I am when I am looking too hard...
I want to be trusted accepted but I never trust anybody who trusts me...
I am an emotional disaster .....hiding from my feelings