Thank you for the comments. I guess the reason I want to visit relatives is so that I can be a little adventuresome all on my own. My grandparents have a trailer that I could live in for a few weeks, but they're afraid I may not want to return. I agree! Anything is better than the hellhole I'm living in now.

My mom works for an airline and I may be able to fly over there affordably. I don't really know anywhere else I could go, I'm not comfortable with driving to places I'm unaware of. I'm terrible at directions, and need to learn them somehow.

Today I just discovered that I've been experiencing migraines for the first time, gonna have to get this checked out before leaving, if I do leave.