Me, too, I hope for better, but I also realize it can't be a passive thing, like people I know who are convinced one day they will win the lottery and be wealthy. It takes really hard work, painfully hard. And the tougher the spot you are in I guess the harder you have to push back. I try to keep that in mind, but I have many days I feel a little hopeless. But, we keep going, we are fundamentally survivors to get this far. I've been pretty down for a few weeks, I have a really bad cold, and I don't really feel up to it, but I need to get to the gym for my group fitness class. I know I will feel better afterwards.