Hello everyone,

I have to apologize for having disappeared for so long..
All I can say is: I went through hell even several times. And I had no chance to log into this forum during that disastrous relationship which I got out of about 2-3 months ago.
I don't even have the words to thank you enough for your support back in October 2012. Your help meant so incredibly much to me, but unfortunately my ex "followed my traces" and found out about this forum. Maybe you can imagine his reactions.. He restricted my internet access, actually secured the access through passwords.
Anyway, I've thought about you several times, and I was so moved by your openness and understanding and support. This is why I am here today and writing down these lines.
I am back in my home country Germany now. I feel I cannot put into words what has happened. What it all has done to my soul, my "true me". Today I am a changed person, but I am about to get back on my feet. I should have listened to you all. I should have RUN back in October. But I stayed and got weaker and weaker from month to month..

Thank you everyone. THANK YOU.