I wish I had some advice, but it could be worse! You're still young! What about an internship? I'm almost 41 and due to my psychosis(a lot like yours) I have horrific things on the Internet I can't get removed. I also sent out insane emails to former employers and professors, no referrals for me. I'm terrified of trying to get another job.
You just have to be at the right place at the right time. Don't forget also, that the ADA covers psychiatric issues.