Hi and welcome to PC. We are not professionals and can't diagnose illnesses only a psychiatrist can accurately diagnose you. It does sound like you have a lot going on, with a lot of different symptoms. I would another pychiatrist to evaluate you and then maybe he could prescribe something that will help. However, if you stop taking after only a few times it won't have had time to work in you system. Drugs for Bipolar and other disorders takes a while to start working. You have to give them a chance. Good luck