I didnt order my lithium in time so it's been a week and I guess why not stay off it. I haven't texted my t in two weeks. He doesn't think it's good for me. Now I feel bad so I textd him saying "I feel too depressed to come in tomorrow" and "I might call in if I don't feel well enough"

He said:

"OK"

That's it. Just ok. Maybe he just doesn't care about me anymore. I've list my mom and now him. I'm alone in my sadness. I didnt work today. I just slept. It's hard to feel so alone. I don't want to go thru the holidays. It all sucks. Same thing every year. Just our little family. No extended family. I've been very attached to my T. Now I worry he might be hoping I quit.