Emom - thank you for your support, and your thoughts, i apprciate it!

middlepath - Thank you for sharing your story, i know music is most likely a trigger for me...these days i try to avoid ALL types of music...i dont seem to handle any of it well..

So...i came really....really far out of my comfort zone....

I called and made a n appointment with a local phycologist.

And just took my first dose of 10mg cipralex....

slightly...uncomfortable right now......

I would think these positive changes would make me feel better...but i feel worse......like its just all to much...