Another problem I was just reminded of after reading another thread is that I'm attracted to a type of guy who doesn't really exist in western culture—at least not that would be interested in a girl.

What I wrote on the other thread was:

"I like guys who aren't complete morons, who treat me like a person, and actually legitimately listen to and care about what I have to say. I also prefer an "average" body—not super skinny and not muscular. I also don't like it if they're much taller than me or very masculine (i.e. the less body hair, more effeminate the face, etc. the better). Oh and no facial hair—ick. I'll make an exception if the hair's just on the chin or something and nowhere near his lips"

So basically there's been a few guys that may have been nice and respectful enough but because they were too masculine or had too much facial hair etc., I just couldn't make myself be physically attracted to them. The one time I kissed a guy, he had a little bit of facial hair (like a tiny, tiny bit as we were both younger teens...I believe he was 14 at the time) and that just ruined it...I lost all attraction for him.

I often find myself emotionally attracted to a guy but have a hard time becoming physically attracted to that guy and even if I do, I'm afraid that if anything were to happen between us, I'd lose that attraction.

And before you say it, I'm not gay (most likely bi though)...because otherwise why would I be emotionally (and romantically) attracted to guys?