Sorry you are having such a rough time. Been there. Sometimes it feels like everyone is so wrapped up in themselves, when will I matter? But I matter to me, and when no one wants to listen to me I write in my journal and it makes me feel better.

Anyway, sure hope you start to feel better- I know when I get some of those feelings out it helps, and this is a good place to do it.

Also, have to tell you I love Matthew Gray Gubler's art- very cool.

Take care, hugs!