riding a bpd high tonight. My granddaughter who lives with me FINALLY got a job interview. Her not working has been a real issue especially with me being able to set boundaries around giving her money, etc. The codependent part of me has been so out there. I feel resentful on the one hand because I feel taken advantage of, but then awful when I don't give her what she wants. In any case, hopefully she will get this job and maybe it will take a little of the pressure off. Now I have to be careful not to over expect. Does any of this make any sense? But just euphoric right now. Feeling too good and that's scary too.