{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jillers}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I certainly understand the "pure" part... which makes the pain much more exquisite, the memories more vivid, the "feeling" of him more near... Quite a new experience for me. I've had men friends before, but nothing like this... again, the "purity" of it all...

Thanks, Hun... your words along with my own feelings of agreement and understanding came across just fine.

Gulping down the knot in my throat as Jerry nags at me to come out to the back yard with him.





<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>