okay generally I have chest pains, numbness/tingling in my hands/fingers, feel dizzy, sick, fainting (often), heart pounding, headaches/migraines, vision problems, ringing ears, sweating/chills, ice cold hands and feet yet my body is hot, have to pee alot/urgently, disconnection from reality, confusion, fear im 'losing it', fear im going to die and my doctor attributes this to my panic disorder, however i want to ask him for a spinal xray and an MRI of my brain because I feel like there is MORE to it than just 'panic'... however i'm embarassed because when I describe my pains/symptoms i get the speech on 'your a healthy young girl for the most part and your not going to have a heart attack, or die, or go crazy' and its usually left at that with me feeling uncomfortable, scared, worried, and simply NOT convinced that I'm okay, or going to be okay. Every night that after i fight with myself/panic/freak right out, once i hit the point of exhaustion and i eventually just fall asleep, i wake up and think 'okay, just panic, im fine, im here, im alive im okay'... problem is, i have been getting REALLY sharp pains in my calves, under my arms (armpits) into behind and aroung my left breast, and its become more frequent than ever. I have seen a cardiologist and was dx with mitral valve regurgitation w/o prolapse (heart murmer basically), and so everytime my chest hurts i worry, but then nothing happens so i feel stupid for worrying/getting upset... Anyways after my LONG babble here (im sorry for the book!) I wanted to ask if this IS infact all because of my panic disorder, or if there could be something MORE going on??? I also feel tired, weak, ill VERY often and and my back constantly bothers me ever since I had a spinal tap for knee surgury 2 years ago... Could it be a nerve problem in my spine? could it be a problem in my brain? or should i calm down and accept i have panic disorder and its NOT going to kill me???? Any thoughts? advice? things I should ask my doctor??? tests that could/should be done to rule out anything major?....thanks in advance and again i appologize for the BOOK lol