I feel a bit better than I have the last few days.
I think it's because the terror of seeing the pdoc and then the terror of facing my T after I told him I was NOT going to go back to the pdoc is done and over with.
I am hoping that I am going to start coming out of the depression. It's bound to let up soon, normally mild ones only last a month or two. I spent some of July, all of August, and so far all of September depressed, so it's gotta let up soon right?
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"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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