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Originally Posted by sunsetsunrise
You deserve truth. He slammed you with lies. I promise that you are neither fat or useless. But I understand that you are back in the thick of it, thinking that you are.
I am sorry he did that to you. The power you reclaimed was real. And even though he took that from you... again, I totally think you will reclaim your truth again. And I am not just saying that. I really can feel that you will.  |
Thank you so much, Sun. I fought really hard and I refused to let it get the best of me. For the night I was distraught and angry at myself and hating him. But it passed. And I told myself "I am feeling better. I can do this." and I've stuck to my meal plans and I have gained a bit more weight, and if he thinks I am fat, then whatever because I am feeling so much better. Being able to actually do things (despite pain) is something I am so happy with and proud of.