Dubble might be on something.

You seem to be so... hard on yourself. And medicalizing the hate. Yeah, you maybe ADHD... but maybe you plain escape into your world because you are disatisfied with your life... how you view it should be.

Look, you are not the only student how procrastrinates. 99% of population do. You are in school,likely passing through somehow... maybe that's good enough in itself. Maybe you can find ways to find passion in your studies. That's how I gotten through my Uni... my studies being part of my world... I obsessevily became miss academia. I had online friends to discuss my stuff with even and such.

There's many ways to study. Find yours. And accept yourself. And don't medicalize yourself, cause it only ends up with "there's nothing I can do...". There are quite a few things that you can do. And... stimulants will not give you the will power to acutally do **** anyways. Many nights I took some OTC stimulants... lots of them... and blown the energy and focus on being very focused on fashion spreads or building kickass cities in Pharaoh (apparently, stimulants helped to win the hard levels, but eh).

Sorry if I come off bit harsh, but I like you and I want you to do your best. Don't hide behind your labels. Thrive. Like the person you like, the flaws and awkwardness and all. Don't overanalyze how are you different from others and how it's gonna doom you. I speak from my own experience when I say that low self-esteem or selfdislike is the biggest killer when it comes to getting things in life. Daydreaming happens mostly when one is dissatisfied with current life.