I'm sure glad you come here to post. You do have friends that care. We just aren't able to be there with you. I'm really sorry you are in so much pain. Living with chronic pain can really get you down, especially, if you feel unloved and have to deal with it on your own. Just know that you are always welcome here.

I really can't say why your family treats you the way the do, but it is there cross to bear. I agree with Thunder Bow about it not being personal.