Thanks for the responses guys! I was surprised to hear people responded, since I feel like my threads are usually pretty boring.

Tigergirl, I will tell new T I got angry next week, since I have to fill out those diary cards, and I wrote that I felt angry yesterday and I will have to say why. And purplejell, thank you for telling me that you are still able to work well with a psychodynamic T and use the skills even though she isn't trained in DBT.

I called my old T today just to hear her voicemail. I know that sounds pathetic, but I miss her a lot, even though I do think it will be good for me to do this.

I also drank a bottle of prosecco today and just woke up. I am actually not doing that great. I am still looking for a job; have had some interviews but no offers yet and didn't send out any applications today. I have to go to my stats class in an hour also and I am really hungover . Speaking of drinking, my new T didn't seem as concerned about my drinking as my old T. She actually told me she didn't think I drank more than other people my age, and I told her that on Monday night I had had the equivalent of 7 drinks and 3 Vicodin, but it wasn't typical for me to do that, which is kind of true. I am still kind of surprised she didn't freak out more, which my old T used to do. But today I felt so depressed and alone and bought the bottle of prosecco and drank all of it. Well, I guess that's all. Thanks for listening guys.