Thank you so much, Sun. I fought really hard and I refused to let it get the best of me. For the night I was distraught and angry at myself and hating him. But it passed. And I told myself "I am feeling better. I can do this." and I've stuck to my meal plans and I have gained a bit more weight, and if he thinks I am fat, then whatever because I am feeling so much better. Being able to actually do things (despite pain) is something I am so happy with and proud of.