My T told me tonight he will be out of town soon..I can barely remember what he said after that regarding the details as I sort of zoned out /: I appreciate the notice and all, but I swear he just went out of town a couple weeks ago...

I am soooo needy! I hate that but these weeks off send me into a tailspin and I swear, it takes me a couple weeks just to reconnect with T. The week before is rough too. Why does it have to be so hard? I hate what I've become