Currently in therapy. But pdoc and T are stressing how family support is key. How it's vital. But it's been really really hard to get them to understand after numerous meetings with pdoc AND T. I've been defending them all these while saying that they're trying to understand but I'm already giving up.

My mom says to me that it's all my fault and I'm the one to blame and all and this is exactly the reason why I don't tell them things. I don't want to tell them things and in the end I get a negative remark.. and thus I have to find the extra strength to make myself feel better... away from those remarks. Mom is also not really supportive of me going to the docs, though she does pay the finances part of it. *sigh*