Thread: Will I always be this way?
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Old Sep 19, 2013, 08:38 PM
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The way I see it.... I can't predict the future.

Well. I can predict it all I want. But I can't KNOW the future. So even though I can predict all I want that my life is going to go no where and be horrible... I can't know it. I'm not in the future yet.

So I cling on to that little bit of hope. And I cling on to even more curiousity (what can I say, I can be a bit morbid and I am curious to see if I end up having a terrible time or a good time of things... this is hard to explain!). But even more than both of those... I'm stubborn. And I decided that I wanted to win and not all the things in life that make me feel like being dead.

So even when I'm miserable, I am going to keep on living and my depression and my past and my anxieties and all that can STUFF IT. lol.
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