I made it thru Christmas.. My son is moving out this week Friday, he's 22 and moved out before - it's a good thing really - shows growth on his part.. signed on last night and my best friend and her husband left for FL - spur of the moment I guess - they were going to wait for this weekend.

Yousa... am I feeling it....started with a new T last week and will see him today.

When I started filling out all the forms for him this morn. I realized what a train wreck I am. That I have absolutely nothing that I can offer anyone. That my life is so limited by my physical and emotional problems that I virtually am housebound - not really how I thought I would be at this time in my life.

Can a person die of sheer loniness? And if I did die, would anyone notice? Noone would miss me out of their lives. My son would simply have his inheritance early...My lawyer would take of my remains, it is in my contract with him.
How long would I be dead in my house before anyone even knew?