Haven't got T until Jan 8....slowly but surely I am loosing my centre....its like my feeling of "self" is leaking away...my purpose drains away and I can't seem to "hold" thoughts of the sessions....I loose who I am ....it feels like I'm coming a part inside....why:? if this is how its always gonna be like this how does one ever quit T? anyone got any useful tips for pulling oneself back together again?