Well I have been pretty lonely and haven't died. Your son (is young) loves you and would be hurt terribly if anything happened to you. don't do the Jimmy Stuart role in wonderful life.
you have to force yourself to think and focus on other things.
Things you used to enjoy or still enjoy. Myself I enjoy nature and once a day I try to go and enjoy some of Gods work.Some days I can't feel it but not everyday will be the best eh? Like if everyday was good how could you judge a bad day?