It made me super paranoid and I was already reclusive because I was depressed and it wasn't helping. It depleted my money, I was always alone. I barely had enough money to live on and it just kept me unambitious and content with the ****** quality of life that I had. my life was basically wasting away. It's not for me. Maybe if I had a better job and smoked only occasionally- but I tried that already- it's just too addictive for me.
I used it as a crutch for social situations, but then I wouldn't remember the great conversations I had with people so it just made my life worse.
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