I don't have an answer to this, but for me, there was a time in my life where I was drinking at 7am before work and after work. I was always mixing alcohol in bottles of snapple and taking them with me everywhere I went. I always wanted to be drunk and stay drunk.
I think for me being an alcoholic is needed it all the time, and wanting to always be numb.
I still drink every now and then, but just for a buzz not to pass out or anything like I used to.
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