I do! I do! They also push ECT on me, but I really don't want to have to do that. Meds I've tried:

Wellbutrin
Zoloft
Prozac
Lamotrigine
Latuda
Olanzepine
Deplin
Probably more that I'm forgetting

With no effect. Got a new therapist and she says I should just get off meds completely. Was going to try Ketamine but it is waaaaay too expensive for me.