The word immoral screams guilt all over it. You really need to re-evaluate how you view your episodes.

then why continue to put up with this crap? Everyone has issues whether BP or not. We need more help but we can actually live a better life then people without as many struggle is we work towards stabilization, whether it be therapy, coping mechanisms, and/or medication. BP gives us far more ability to learn about ourselves then most people.
thinking as clearly I don't feel anyone that is contemplating suicide is acually thinking clearly.
they just didn't want it anymore? I view it as a low level of depression.
Isn't that the right of the individual person? Now this is where it gets complicated. No matter what the reason I feel people can choose when their life ends. It crumbles the community, family and friends completely for years. The worse part of that option is if it fails. The person may become severely disabled leaving their family or community to deal with the persons care. Usually a severely disabled person would not be capible of taking their own life leaving them in worse condition then originally.
Don't we have free will? Yes, we do but given the above answer I think that option needs years of thought, planing, and therapy.