This is the day I've been dreading since it all began. I said goodbye to my daughter as I dropped her off at school, my son left soon after. She'll pick them up after school.

The thing is I'd be really happy if I had them full time. I was the primary care taker while she ran off with her business trips and her small business and then finally staying out until 2 in the morning drinking with her stupid friends wishing she was 20 again.

I gave a grudging goodbye for the week and now I learn to spend my time "concentrating on myself". But the truth is it wasn't the kids who were a time suck that kept me lonely and depressed, it was her.

This is a line she forced me to cross and because of it, I'm not sure I want her back.

No real points or questions, just needed to vent.