lately I'm begining to give more credit to my last doctor's Dx saying that I was probablly bpd but also possibly that the BP diagnosis is still valid.

The reason being that I've hit a major manic period and it's not like bpd related where it just is a moody thing. It's pretty much a constant right now, more of a long term mania going on. I'm not complaining. I'm not out of control..... much but I'm just observing the reality.

I'll let you know if it gets out of control. Or maybe I won't because I'll be off in mania land instead o.o idk. Just rambling

DAMMIT RAMBLE MONSTER GET BACK IN YOUR CAGE! >.< so uncontrollable