I am actually really,really emotional right now after reading all of your sweet comments.I have never ever wrote and asked for a help in internet.Thank you all so much for cheering and wishing well and all the information.I am going to my psychiatrist in 2weeks and I will also ask him about the neuro psychological test some of you suggested me to take.
I will let you know how it went!

Again,thank you so much and best of luck and lots and lots of love!! <3