Well my friend, my heart goes out to you but it will get better. As you get on your feet and you find yourself, your independence and grow you will change for the better and be able to endure the times without them more. I had my first long period without the boys this summer - almost the entire summer and it was rather tough but I made it. I know you can be ok, don't ruminate about the bad things, isolate yourself or make the depression worse than it has to be. I mean fight it as best you can!

They will always be your children and nothing will change that. dwell on that idea and remember they will be missing you most likely as much as you miss them