...so just for a change I will speak plainly,
no riddles no cryptic BS'

it could be bipolar it could be borderline
they seem to meet in the same spot!

I honestly feel like a fake when I make friends and then I push people away...

something inside me is broken and sometimes the damaged bits come out...

I crave the comfort of intimacy

but for unknown reasons I sabotage it ...

it's such a shame because I do so adore the people close to me

but something inside me is broken about it

and today I feel better off hiding again

it just hurts too much hurting others

that's all