We don't hate each other. I know yo guys are right, but knowing and feeling are 2 different things right now.

I had defined myself as a family man and was very active in my kids life. I thought this was great until my wife checked out and it's like I was cut in half and uprooted. Being my own person is foreign to me right now. I have plans but they all sound pretty ****** compared to hanging out with my kids right now.

Thanks for the sympathetic ears as it were