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I think more than anything, he has disappointed *you* Butterflying and I know this can be very painful. By continuing to text, do you think you're maybe 'testing' him in a way, to see how he will react, if he will continue to be supportive, if he won't abandon you, etc.?
It's possible he's not 'angry' with you, per se, just disappointed, but it certainly *feels* like anger, though this is an important distinction to make. Part of therapy can be learning to cope with disappointing and being disappointed -it's a very tough road.
I hope you talk to him about how you're feeling -that you feel he's angry, that he doesn't want to continue seeing you. I think in sharing all of these feelings with him, you may well get the reassurance you need.
You mentioned doing 'diary cards' in therapy -is he a DBT therapist? I was thinking that maybe, if you haven't already, you could join a DBT group, which may give you some extra support.
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