James,

I think a lot of us unintentionally but systematically destroy our closest relationships. I mean it's hard to understand why anyone would want to be around us when we wouldn't even be our own friend. It's okay to take time to mend your broken pieces, true friends and family will wait, give you room, and be their when you come back. Even if you don't feel you deserve them. Please whoever you hurt truly apologize and show them how much you appreciate them but wait until you can handle interaction again. If you need me I'm always on just PM me.

MM