Interesting post! I can relate to everything you said - word for word. Perhaps that's space for insight. My therapist I fell in love with - she set boundaries and helped me in anyway she could. She also didn't see me more than once per week despite my clawing at the finger nails - scrambling for her support... She said she would call me 2 years after our last session - a promise she made to me in exchange for my willingness not to commit suicide... She never called. She never allowed me to communicate with her again. She also promised an email outlet - but nope. Never happened.

I could take it personally - I have and still do. But I know she did what was best for me.