I don't listen to that much music anymore...and my memory is terrible, but I know there are a lot of songs that describe mine. Some I regularly listen to:

Metallica
"Fade to Black"

Trapt
"Overloaded"
"Living in the Eye of the Storm"
"Still Frame"

Skillet
"Dead Inside"
"Falling Inside the Black"

Linkin Park
"Somewhere I Belong"

Korn
"Alone I Break"

I wouldn't recommend listening to any of these songs.