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Originally Posted by henrydavidtherobot
Life hurts too much. I'm not trying to die, but just not exist for a while.
I've deleted my love interest from my phone. I'm deleting more numbers in the morning. I think I'm going to delete my social media accounts. I'm no longer going to poetry readings. I don't want to go out anymore. I only want to talk with a few people, and mostly through text.
I've reached my threshold with hurt and trying to reach out. I've given up on people.
Typically, I'd drink alone when I feel this way. Now, I'm just going to take a klonopin and go to bed and go to work tomorrow and hope that no one talks to me too much.
Everyone leaves. Everything hurts. Nothing I can do changes anything. I don't belong here.
I'm numb. I'm empty. I don't want it to go away. I want to know how to live with it.
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Stop it. Read something inspirational. Like Epiphany by Elise Ballard.
Go out, buy it, read it.
Don't delete your contacts, stop punishing yourself. You're strong, because you've made it this far. You're strong at the core, don't doubt it. You're the one who pulled yourself through this far, believe in it, believe in you.
Don't think. Don't take time to decide. Go in your PJ's, put on those sneakers, get your wallet, buy it, and read it. Your time is now or never. You know you can do it.