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Old Sep 21, 2013, 02:27 AM
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I don't know, MM. I've been on an AP full-time since February and since it's the glue that holds me together, I don't think I'll ever come off of it entirely. Given the severity of your symptoms, I'm actually surprised your pdoc doesn't have you take yours on a daily basis....you certainly sound unstable and shouldn't be left to suffer like you are.

However, if you haven't tried Geodon (ziprasidone) it might be worth asking him/her about switching you to that. It doesn't make you gain weight, and at low doses it doesn't sedate you all that much. It takes a little longer than Zyprexa to bring one down off a manic episode, but it does work within 2-3 days.

The one thing that's hard to deal with is tapering down---withdrawal hits pretty hard. That's frustrating when you're trying to dial back on it, as I did a few weeks ago only to hit a wall. Apparently not taking an AP isn't an option for me at this time of life, but I LIKE being in remission. It's been over 2 years since I haven't had to fight this damn disease every. single. day. You deserve better too. Please talk to your doc!
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment

RX:
Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg

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