I am so afraid of the anger that one of my littles holds. It all comes from the abuse when we were younger. In school we got suspended and would hit someone just because we wanted to. It was learned at 15 (when we were sent to juvenile hall for hitting someone) that anger was to be kept in. Too many people were afraid of being hit. Never had any friends because of the anger.
Now, it is all kept in causing anxiety, panic, self-hatred, etc. I (the main) would like to be able to allow the little to let it out, but she is so afraid of everyone and I am afraid she will run our T away. She ran everyone else away that showed care and this T is wonderful.
I am so not sure what else to say, just needed to vent my frustration at this!