When I get over-tired, coupled with stress I tend to resort to the same thinking - That I want to go to sleep and not wake up.

Last night was triggered by, our Bed That I made nice and neatly before work, was all messed up, my gemstones I keep Under my pillow to help me sleep, were missing. The laundry I spent all last weekend doing, I was the only one who put it away. So for whatever reason that triggered my brain to tell me to want to sleep and never wake up.

I got angry and cried my eyes out over something that's so not a big deal. All parents go through a messy house and stuff like that, but I get exhausted and get my fleeting thoughts, of just wanting to curl up in Bed, with my teddy bear, and sleep forever. Stay in my happy place - sleep.

I don't know if I'm going nuts or what. *sigh*

P.S. It's not suicidal, just literally a desire to sleep, and stay sleeping, just want peace.