You guys are so great. You're posts made me smile. I tried to start stating my problems, but I didn't know where to start...I still don't. I guess I can start out with my eating habits. I force myself not to eat a lot. I could starve myself for days. The longest I went without eating actual meals was 2 1/2 days. I don't know why I do it. I mean, when I see the results on my stomach, I kind of feel a sense of accomplishment. According to Samina it's all about how I try to take control of the things I can control because I can't control many other issues in my life right now. Today I starved myself from 7 in the morning till 9 in the night when I finally had a sandwhich. So that's one thing I'm dealing with.