I guess I should have been more clear, I was NOT seeing a doctor. At all. So no no one was prescribing me. I looked up my disorder and took the proven method for it. I appreciate you all telling me to take a benzo but myself and my Just murdered best friend had a problem with drug addiction. I would in no way be prescribed that., Here in NYC they won't allow that. Don't know about where you live. If you've previously misused benzo s for recreation you won't get a prescription and I don't think going back to being an addict is a great plan.