I can't stop obsessing. I can't stop ruminating. I can't stop seeking reassurance. I can't stop it. I do want to talk about it but I feel like I'll only repeat myself and I fear you'll think I'm annoying and/or a burden and/or that you'll think I'm only seeking reassurance (which I might be, I don't know because I'm not exactly sure what counts as reassurance). I'm not even sure why reassurance is such a bad thing but other people with OCD have told me it is.

I feel like a prisoner in my own mind. I'm stuck.