so you were overwhelmed by a new job in a new environment and you let it get to you, but you took the appropriate measures to make it right and you are sticking with it. I admire you for that. I am an older student that just went back to grad school. I have agoraphobia and the anxiety is killing me too, so you are not alone. I just keep hoping that I will adjust to the schedule each week as I go along and the anxiety will reduce. so hang in there. im rooting for you.