aloneandafraid
please do see a doctor. laxative abuse is very dangerous. my sister abused laxatives and is now suffering the consequences of it. her system got to where it could not digest food on its own. she has had multiple operations removing parts of her intestines from blockages because he intestines no longer worked from the laxative abuse. she has to use a pump to suck the food from her stomach because her intestines no longer work. she cannot eat solid food any longer because she cannot digest it. she is dying from all the abuse to her body. please don't go down this road. she is always in the hospital. take better care of yourself.